The Midas Touch

As you already know, I like to frequent the Salvation Army, and I have found some real treasures. They were having a buy-one-get-one-free sale of some sort, and I bought a blue and white ceramic umbrella stand and received a beaten silver candle holder. However, as most things in my apartment are at the moment red, white, and gold, the silver just wouldn't do.

The silver bottom of the candle holder

Thankfully the answer was just seven dollars and ninety cents away. I bought another can of gold spray paint and went to work on the candle holder and the silver Aladdin lamp I bought in Penang ever so many months ago. I like gold so much I am going to use it on everything. Just you wait.

I thought for sure I had bought real gold. I am so disappointed. 

Ta-da!

Kaftan

 This morning I left for the American Club to have brunch with my fellow teachers. Brunch sounds so terribly romantic somehow, afternoon tea even more so, and I felt the need to dress up a bit beforehand. I bought this blue kaftan in Penang for a trifle. It is such a brilliant blue colour I always feel lovely when I wear it, as if I were ready to go to my first book signing.

Because the kaftan is sewn with straight seams down one long piece of cloth, the bottom is a little tight and only allows me to take short, dainty steps, very different from my usual fast, wide paces. I forgot this as I was trying to step down from the bus today and my leg caught in the material and down I went, and I found myself suddenly bent in reverent worship of the ground. An old lady had to help me up. So much for grace and beauty.

I collect rings from the countries I visit because they are one of the few things small enough to take with me on my travels. I do not often wear jewelry, but rings are another matter completely. I have so far collected rings from Nepal, England, America, and Italy, and the one I am wearing I bought at the Kathmandu airport when I was leaving for India.

The Door

 I'd like to call this series of pictures The Door. I stood outside my classroom door on the last day of class and captured bits of middle school as it went by. ("Oh, how embarrassing!" because, you know, everything's embarrassing in middle school.)

Flash Fiction

    Mei pushed open the door to the Salvation Army and pulled Judy into the quiet, open spaces, the grasslands of her youth. "You'll like it, Judy-tudy."
     "Oh, don't call me that." Judy frowned and crossed her arms across her chest and glared defensively at the other customers shuffling about in a dazed reverie, quietly handling the artifacts with unnecessary reverence. Great fans hummed somewhere, like some large, trapped bumblebee buzzing in the dim recesses of the shop. Judy wrinkled her nose. "It smells funny in here."
     "I like old things," was Mother's answer. "They have character."
     "And germs." Judy purposely  stepped away from the closest arrangement of old watches. "Dettol, here I come."
     "You're being dramatic. I used to love this place when I was a kid."
     "Because ah mah didn't have any money to buy you nice things, and it was all very sad. I know."
     Mother shook her head, absorbing the shocks in better humour than she showed. "Shoes. Over there."
     "But we're not poor, so I shouldn't have to be subjected to this."
     "I want you to appreciate the value of things."
     Judy sighed and trudged after her mother in the direction of the giant bumblebee. She wasn't really upset, but she had protested; she couldn't very well give up now. She hunched and made a face and dragged her feet. Mother didn't seem to notice. Despite her best efforts, Judy found herself lingering over a porcelain tea set and then a stack of Enid Blyton books. Her disinterest was regretfully slipping.
     "Find anything you like?" called Mother.
     Judy scowled and remembered she was unhappy. "No."
     "Here's the shoe section, Judy-tudy. Come and look."
     Judy made her way over to where Mother was standing. There were shelves of shoes, quite nice-looking, she had to admit--even some with new tags. A tall young woman sat on the low couch, trying on a pair of strappy wedges. She was pretty, thought Judy, with creamy skin and dark hair tied into a neat bun on her head; in her long skirt she looked sleek and stylishly out-of-place next to the rack of carpets and a basket of straw hats. She glanced up when they came.
     Mei breathed a sigh of relief and hoped Judy would notice that even elegant young ladies found shoes at the Salvation Army. Mustn't be too obvious about it though. Mustn't point too much in one direction.
     Judy, after starting and stopping, finally found something she thought, perhaps, maybe she might like. A black pair of shoes. She slipped her feet into the heels, and they squeaked. She stood up and walked past the mirror a few times--it was a bit awkward, she didn't really know how to walk, but she looked so--so grownup. She glanced back. But Mother couldn't know she was right.
     "Well, do you want them or not?" Mei said after what had seemed to her an unbearably long time for anyone to stare at a pair of shoes.
     "I don't know..." Judy gazed at her reflection in the black-flecked mirror. What would Sidney say? Or Karen? Or Hannah? Or any of the other? Would they know? Was secondhand a bad thing? "I'm not sure."
     "They look wonderful," Mei tried again.
     The young woman, who had by then decided against the wedges, stood up to leave but halted and stared hard at Judy's shoes, "Excuse me. If you're not going to buy them, could I?"
     Judy's eyes widened, then narrowed and hardened with a new resolution. "No, I'm buying them."
     And with that she picked up her old shoes in one hand and stalked off towards the cashier. Mei blinked in surprise. She felt a hand on her shoulder. The young woman was wearing a muted look of amusement as she slung her satchel over her shoulder. "Reverse psychology," she said and raised her hand to her forehead in salute and disappeared behind a shelf of books.


This was my try at flash fiction. I took me about an hour or so to write. Perhaps I'll write more one day, depending on its popularity. Let me know what you think.

The Difference of a Day

Yesterday started out wet and cool. I woke to torrential rain smattering on my aircon with a tinny sound. The courtyard outside my flat magnifies all sound in it, and even a lighter rain sounds like a waterfall outside my window. I don't mind at all, of course; I have always loved rain here in the tropics.

It isn't the rainy season, and the freshness soon wore off, leading into a thick and close evening.

This morning I woke to something quite different. The sun streamed in through every window, and the skies were as blue as a robin's egg. I opened wide the back door and let the sunshine fall in long, warm slats across my floor. It feels like summer, and I say that meaningfully here in this land of eternal sunshine. 

Skirt Intentions

I really like long skirts, and I have been meaning since the beginning of the year to take what cloth I bought on Arab Street to a tailor and have them make me a few high-waisted skirts according to the above pattern. The cut is so flattering, and I know what works on my frame, and I have every intention looking like I wish and wearing what I want, whatever stares may come my way. Isn't the skirt just darling?

Half Poem

I found this half-finished poem among my documents.

When will we walk the mountains,

stride the plains in brisk and steady rhythm,

hum as we cross borders, break the trails,

and

And what? I will never know! My train of thought has no end station; it is a frustrating, ghostly ride, a neverending journey that simply passes station after station after station. I am a rusting machine, grinding slowly to a stop, and I have a hard time completing my